Hey there Insiders,
I know, I know, where have I been? – If Im being completely honest I don’t know how I can answer that question.
In the last few months there has been radio silence from me, I have been going through a wave of emotions. I have become single in the last few months. Coming out of a 4 and a half year relationship was SUPER hard. Im sure I will catch you all up on that in later posts.
My grandad has been going through a ruff time and is going to be going into hospital for an operation next week.
Fathers day came and went. Without me even thinking about my dad… (what a lie).
My career has really taken off recently. I’m currently managing a team and going through an interview process (fingers crossed) for a management role.
Through everything that is going on at the moment, I’m coming out of a really dark place. My mind has never been so clear. If you asked me a couple of months or even weeks ago I would probably say that I was back in my dark thoughts. I was actually scared. I was scared that I was going back into my ‘dark pit’ back to a phase where I as angry all the time, where I hated myself, where I didn’t want to get out of bed again.
However my heads more clear than ever. Ive had time away from social media. Ive had time to think and care about myself.
What I want to say Insiders, is I’m back. I hope your as ready as I am, I’ve been working on some rather good blogs (if I do say so myself).
Hit the ‘Like’ button if your glad I’m back!
The Insider x