What Would I Do If I Won The Lottery

If I won the lottery, I think I would be the happiest person in the world.

I would definitely go part time. I don’t think that I could stop working altogether – My brain would go to mush and Insiders I can’t have that happen, can I? So part time, still gets a small income and I’ll still have the time to spend my money and have fun! I wouldn’t tell anyone though. People would just pretend to be your friends to get what they want. – Definitely a downside!

I would buy a house, you know something modest, nothing too big. Maybe 4 bedrooms. A big garden, lovely marble floors and table tops in a big kitchen, breathtaking glass chandeliers hanging from the ceiling. High ceilings, windows reaching the ceiling to the floor – To let the light in. Big super king beds in all the rooms, amazing sauna/waterfall showers attached to the master bedroom. – Gosh. I would like to live in something like that.

I would buy 2 French bulldogs! Omg, Insiders my love for them is unconditional. I love them. I mean LOOOVE them! To make my boyfriend happy I think I would also have to get a Golden Retriever. The dogs that I would have, would be the most pampered dogs in the universe! All the pretty outfits, constant grooming, millions of walks, chew toys, treats, everything!

I would be jetting off here, there and everywhere. I would travel as much as I could. New York, Hong Kong, Australia, Maldives, Prague. Places where you can’t usually go as it’s so expensive! – Might as well treat myself and friends and family!

All joking aside, I would absolutely pay off my parents mortgage, I would pay my boyfriends parents mortgage, I would send them on a months holiday to relax and do whatever they wanted. Anything. I would do anything for them with my winnings.

I think winning the lottery has many things that we all want and many things that we need but at the end of the day Insiders, I think it’s SO important to give back to others. I would give as much as I could to as many different charities.

What would you do?!

Much Love,

The Insider x



I don’t know about you but I struggle every month to make it to payday. Honestly between you and me, I don’t know why! I have an amazing job and I get a fair amount of money every month. I don’t have bills to pay, I’m stilling living at home (rent free). – Lucky I know! I only have to pay for my car and my phone. I thank my lucky stars that I have the life I do. I just don’t know how I struggle each month! – Ill have around £20 by the last week in the month. Ok, that was a lie. I know exactly were my money goes. I spend all my money on food. Yes food. I waste all my money on food. At the time I will be happy eating my life away, then at the end of the month I realise that I’m literally wearing my money. (Through the pounds that I have put on in the month).

The first day of getting paid is always an amazing feeling! – I love it. It feels like the world is your oyster you can do anything. If you want that pair of shoes you buy those shoes, if you want that handbag you get that handbag. I buy loads of makeup, bags and things that  I don’t actually need. I think that everyone buys things that they don’t need when they get paid. Its like whatever is in my eye line I will buy. – Its like I’m a fabulous princess at the start of the month. Going out having such an amazing social life, doing whatever it is I want. Then throughout the month I start to fizzle out and start thinking and saying the I don’t have enough money, they I’m going to stay in. Blah, Blah, Blah. I turn from this amazing social princess into a toad. Its like the magic washes away, like cinderella at midnight.

Getting paid is a wonderful feeling, however I sometimes think that its sad. Sad that we are all confined by money. Always worrying when the next pay day is. Always worrying if we are able to get promoted to earn more money. Always thinking of new ways to get more money. In todays society, everything revolves around money. Ill hold my hands up, I’m always worrying about money. I’m always wanting the bigger better things in life. However when I take a step back I start to think deeper and realise that money isn’t everything. Yes I understand that we need it. Actually, you know what I think money is more of a want. We want money. I don’t think that we necessarily need it. – I mean, I know we need it for food. However, I know that I could be very happy without it. (I love my handbags, makeup, shoes everything, but I don’t need them to be happy). At the end of the day, I don’t think that any of us need money to be happy. – It helps don’t get me wrong, but there is better more pressing things in life to think about.

Need and want, are very different things.

Much Love,

The Insider x